User blog:VampiresAndWerewolfsareAwesomeAsHell23/Midnight Dawn

'''Midnight Dawn Jacob's POV '''

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Chapter One-Blood Flesh and warmth ''' '''

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'''If you had nothing else to live for and the one you loved is married what would you do. Hmm maybe be suicide. But Who knows, what is in the future. Ugh, what future. I have got no future. I hate it. Sigh I must admit that it feels awesome to feel the way i feel. But as the girl I once loved is a vampire. Her daughter is my next target, she is my world, the gravity that sticks me the world. She is the daughter of the person who had wrecked the body I once loved. Edward, well in the future he will be my father in law. Ha I got my revenge, it is sweet. But I can't have everything. But it seems that I have. I know Sam, Quil and Paul have found that girl of their dreams. But it was only three days ago that Leah imprinted, she imprinted on one of Bella's friends. It had to be Mike. Ew, she could've choosen better. But she choose him, now he is destained to fall in love with her now and yeah. She is happy that it happened! Like I was when I imprinted on Resesmee, now i call her nessie. Her name is a mouth ful. But I love her. It just doesn't seem to get old though. I know she is pysically 15 at the moment, for now Edward wants me to be a brother to her. But she knows what I did to her. So I have to watch what I think around him. Well Blondie and myself have grown to be tolerent of each other. Because she knows that I will be a part of her family soon. Emmett is just a brother to me, even though he is hulky and bulky like the italian leach called Felix. Jasper is not my fave person, he keeps manipulating my emotions for fun, first I am hungry and now I am sad and now I am happy. I wish he stop it. It is bugging me. Alice loves to dress me up, like I am a living breathing Ken "Barbie doll". Bella is just plain Bella to me, she is a vampire but she is kind and happy now, ha nice to know she is happy. Charlie knows that Bella is a vampire, I don't know what gave Bella the strenghth to show Charlie what she is, I mean I saw his face i was like "Charlie, she has been one since she met Edward. He was the one who had turned her into a bloodsucker." then he moved away and took Sue with him. I hated that part. Now Sue and Charlie are married. So Leah and Seth are Bella's family. Seth loves being Bellas younger brother. Leah likes it but doesn't love it like Seth is. So since Seth is Bella brother he can be an uncle to Renesmee and Leah is a new Aunt to her as well, so I will be there nephew in law. It must suck being Leah. So a vampires father and a mother to too werewolfs together, now I didn't see that coming. But It has happened and now it can't be undone. Finally Sue has met someone that is equalivent to Harry. So Sue is a grandmother To Renesmee to. It was only two days ago that Bella was acting not like her vampire self at all, it was that she was up to something. Then I walked to her to ask what she was doing and Blondie came in the way and asked "Where do you think your going, we need to have a talk about the nature of our relationship and I cannot stop to think where this might end up. So if you don't mind follow me to Carlisle office he and Edward are there waiting." Then I went with blondie and she wasn't lying about Carlisle and Edward, they were sitting around his desk. Hey Edward what is going on! Why did blondie bring me here. She said that we needed to talk about our relationship with each other. You might have to bring Jasper in to control the atmosphere. Then Edward called Jasper "Jasper, can you come up to Carlisle's office please. We need you to sit in on this." Then he was up right away. I can't believe that all of this is about to be out in the open. Ah, what a joke. Then Edward glared at me and he gove me a look that looked like yeah tell me about it. Carlisle ushered me to sit down. So I did, then he begun. "Rose, I want you to be more peaceful and more mature to Jacob. He is one of us, even though he is not a vampire and all, you need to treat him with a lot more of respect. If you don't I will personally have you and Emmett live in Bella's cottage for the time being. Away in Forks. I know I didn't want to come to this, but it is the best thing I could think of. " Then he finished and he sighed and looked at me as if he wanted me to say something. "Well, that is a reasonable thing. But what if Jacob does the same to my sister. Rose as the right to be respected. I love her, it will hurt Renesmee to see her aunt and uncle leave just like that, like what Jasper and Alice did years ago. Renesmee is my flesh and blood and I will do what ever it takes to make her happy. So if this doesn't improve then I will have to move myself, Renesmee and Bella out of this out and we will continue to Vancouver. I will do it, it is not a lie." then he finished with a growl. What Edward is sticking up for blondie, now that I have seen everything. I love Renesmee, she is mine. But I know how it is. Then I spoke this time with more sorrow then usual "Edward, Carlisle no body is leaving. The only one is leaving is me, I am the one who had caused this and I must fix it. So I am packing all my things and leaving tomorrow, It will hurt Bella, Renesmee, Alice and Esme." as I finished and I heard Rosalie smile and sighed and she added more "Don't you do that, I will not have my sisters and my mother and my niece hurting. I will block every exit in this house. I am sorry for all the things I had said in the past and I will do anything for you to make you feel like family. I will make you a family crest. Anything for you to stay" WOW! Carlisle and Edward had a smile on their faces and Jasper was not fooled. Jasper even smiled, It was wierd to see him smile. But then again, it was wierd to be in a house full of vampires. I thought to only to Edward this time. Edward, was blondie joking or was she talking the truth. Please I want the truth, every facet. Don't down play it for me. I will find out eventually. As I finished the thought, Edward answered me, "Jacob she was telling the truth and I am sorry that you had to indure all of her pranks and jokes and I must of admit. I liked yours as well. Then all of a sudden Jasper spoke "Jacob, all of my family is proud to have you here as another family member. Alice is happy she has another person to dress, Bella is happy everytime you entre the room, Esme is almost in the kitchen 24/7 making you and Renesmee diner plus she likes making food for both of yous, Emmett finds you as a brother as I do myself, Carlisle is fond about you and Edward is happy with you at the moment. But you see that many of us would miss you. Please would you stay" then he finished and then he left the room. So did Edward and Carlisle followed. Then it was Rose and myself. "Look, Rosalie I know that we haven't gotten along but I am sorry." Then she hugged me and then went away. As the days go by and It was changing. Rose and I are able to stand each other. But I still need to pay her back. So yeah we have to see where this is going. '''

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Chapter Two-Revenge is sweet ''' '''

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<p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">'''<span style="font-size:11.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:7.5pt;font-family: Harrington;mso-bidi-font-family:Tahoma;color:red">It was like yesterday when we had a meeting on a rather difficult thing with Rosalie and myself. We had agreed on not fighting with on another I was thinking a little bit of renvenge might not hurt. Maybe i should just take one of her necklaces and hide it somewhere around the house where she might find it or maybe not. "Jacob do you think that is a wise thing to do. If she did find out it was you who did it. She will be forever hunting you until your dicarded." Edward said as he had read my mind. what ever blood sucker. I am still not going to like her even though we had our agreement. But as the day got on I found the perfect time to do it. So I peeked in Rosalie's and Emmetts room, I found her precious neck lace I bet she will be like accusing Edward for not stopping me in my tracks. But still she deserves a piece of her own medience. As I took her necklace, I went down towards the living room and shoved the necklace in the creavus of the lounge as I sat next to Bella. She was watching some vampire show called The Vampire Diaries and she was humouring it. She was saying that "God, Stefan is protective of Elena, is that how Edward was with me Jake." as she finished she sighed and then turned her stone cold vampire face towards me to answer her and I did. "Yes, he was and I was kinda like the jealous best friend. So I was like Damon, always wanting the girl. Which was not mine to have, in which I knew she wasn't mine to have to hold and be together with. So yeah that should answer your question." She had a pained look on her face, then she breathed in one quick breath and the settled herself down. "What did you do to my sister mutt! If you don't answer me I will kick you out of this house." Emmett said so threatening and so forceful that I was a little sheepish. Then I said "Nothing leech, I was only answering her question she asked me and who do you think you are, your not my father and nor my brother I am not leaving Bella's side." I finished and let out a big growl and then all of a sudden Jasper and Edward were in the hunting positions and Jasper spoke this time. "Jacob, how dare you speak to my brother like that. I want you to leave now, otherwise I will do the same thing I did in the past with you." Then he finished, he let out a growl through his barred teeth. "Jacob leave now before something bad happens and Carlisle is left to patch things up." Edward sighed and then kissed Bella on the lips. Then all of a sudden I was shouting out at all three of them "You are a bunch of flithly blood suckers, you have changed Bella into one of yous to save her. I am leaving and I will be back and I will come with vengence." So as I was leaving Carlisle and Esme passed me and they had sad faces on their stone cold granite faces. They must of heard the conversation. Then They were gone, I phased into my wolf form now. "Seth, Leah, Embry and Quil I want you to do something" I thought and it was Seth who spoke this time with some confusion in his thoughts into saying "What had happened with the Cullen's. I thought you had a truce with them. Well, you can't see Renesmee anymore you know that." Seth thought and then Quil interupted Seth's thoughs and "What you broke it off, now you have done it. You have done something that is not patchable. I am going to say that nothing because you are nothing to me I am dissbanning from your pack now and going back to Sams." Then I growled and almost lunged for me. "Come on Quil I am going with you. i am not going to stick around while my neck is up for grabs by some blood sucker." Embry thought. But as the others gone and I was thinking I was a stupid dumb ass for breaking this and then thought that I must of admit I need to apologise to both the Cullen's and The others. So I am going to go to the Cullen's first. I was running at full speed and I was there and phased into my human form and then walked into the Cullen's dining room and saw the faces. So I spoke first. "Hey guys I need to apologize on how I have acted, I am an idiit for breaking the truce. I am here to beg your forgiveness and if you don't I will never come back and I will not be rounf Renesmee. If you want me to say away for a small amount of time. I will accept that." Then it was Edward who aswnered it. "Jake we were only testing you man, it was a nasty one but it was neccesary if you are going to stick with the truce." Then Carlisle interrupted him "Jake, I am sorry on how my son's have acted around you and I am appolled for them to even think about doing this and Jake find Rosalie's necklace before she comes back. She is due home tomorrow."He stopped and everyone went silent and then I had to speek up "i accept your aoplogy but do you accept mine" I sighed and then I was in a hole heap of sorrow. "Darling Jacob, I accept yours." Esme said and then continued"We all do and I must of admit it was nasty and I am sorry for what my sons had but you through. Tell your pack it was only a test." Then I said " What pack, they disbanded from me a few hours ago. I am alone." Then they were walking up and they were running towards me with all smiles and Leah said "Cheer up almightly leader we are your pack. We cannot abandane you. So we are here to stay" Then she finished and "Jacob, Leah, Seth, Quil and Embry would you want something to eat. You must be hungry for diner" Bella said. Then we walked to the diner table and we had tea and spoke about tomorrow. '''

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<p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><span style="font-size:11.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:7.5pt;font-family: Harrington;mso-bidi-font-family:Tahoma;color:red">Chapter Four (Erasing My Exsistance) '''<span style="font-size:11.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:7.5pt;font-family:Harrington; mso-bidi-font-family:Tahoma;color:red"> '''

<p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">'''<span style="font-size:11.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:7.5pt;font-family: Harrington;mso-bidi-font-family:Tahoma;color:red"> '''

<p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">'''<span style="font-size:11.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:7.5pt;font-family: Harrington;mso-bidi-font-family:Tahoma;color:red">Yesterday, I completly wrecked everything with my killing Sam and the Cullen's having to move along with Renesmee. I am such an idiot sometimes but now I can finally live in my town without vampires having to bug me every single day. I am just hoping that they'll call and say that they forgive me from yesterday and I heard that both Sue and Charlie moved with them, as I was thinking the phone rang and I answered it "Hey it is Jacob how may I help you." Then I finished then sighed and "Hey Jake, it is Bella. I am here to say that your not welcome back into the family because of the foolish thing you did. Both Seth and Leah had to move because of you. My whole family had to move away along with Sue and Charlie. If you ever find us you will have myself to deal with. Renesmee doesn't want you around anymore. You have finally did it this time." Then she finished and then gove the phone to someone else "Jake, this is Carlisle, I am disgusting in what you have done. Bella is right you are not welcome here anymore. For the sake of our family never find us or call or write letters. You did this on yourself. I have called Billy and he doesn't want you around for a while. Just stay out my house in Forks for the time being." then he finished and hung up. Then I started to walk to Billys and all I could do is repeating 'My own dad doesnt want me around.' Then I stayed at the Cullens house for days. Then days turned to weeks and week turned to months. '''

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<p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">'''<span style="font-size:11.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:7.5pt;font-family: Harrington;mso-bidi-font-family:Tahoma;color:red">December '''

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<p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">'''<span style="font-size:11.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:7.5pt;font-family: Harrington;mso-bidi-font-family:Tahoma;color:red">January '''

<p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">'''<span style="font-size:11.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:7.5pt;font-family: Harrington;mso-bidi-font-family:Tahoma;color:red"> '''

<p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">'''<span style="font-size:11.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:7.5pt;font-family: Harrington;mso-bidi-font-family:Tahoma;color:red">It was Febuaray when I heard that Bella lost her father Charlie. He had died of a heart attack. Bella's first loss. That must of killed her to watch her dad being buried and Renesmee's first loss. Everyone including Jessica, Mike, Eric and Angela flew up to concoll Bella. I must of admit that I feeling some remorse coming up. So I had to call. "Hey this is Bella, how may I help you. Cullen residence." I froze for a slpit second and I answered "Hey Bella it is me.." she cut me off. "Jacob goodbye" I spoke quickly "Bella wait, I heard that your dad died. I am sorry. Please forgive me. I am completely alone here." I said with the sincerest voice. I was waiting to Bella to answer but it was edward who had the phone now "Jake, I heard that and we will forgive you in time but we need some time apart and when I mean time I was thinking like another few more months. I know Carlisle, Esme and Jasper has forgiven you but Alice, Emmett, Rosalie, Bella, Sue, Renesmee, Charlie and Myself still need time. All we need is another few more months. So please don't contacts us." Edward finished. Well, at least Esme, Carlisle and Jasper have forgiven me. I am just going to need to wait another few more months. I can do that. '''

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<p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">'''<span style="font-size:11.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:7.5pt;font-family: Harrington;mso-bidi-font-family:Tahoma;color:red">April '''

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<p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">'''<span style="font-size:11.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:7.5pt;font-family: Harrington;mso-bidi-font-family:Tahoma;color:red">May '''

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<p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">'''<span style="font-size:11.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:7.5pt;font-family: Harrington;mso-bidi-font-family:Tahoma;color:red">June '''

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<p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">'''<span style="font-size:11.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:7.5pt;font-family: Harrington;mso-bidi-font-family:Tahoma;color:red">It has been a year since I killed Sam and The Cullen's along with Charlie, Sue, Seth and Leah have gone with them. It is time for me to contact them. But I am so vervious. '''

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<p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><span style="font-size:11.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:7.5pt;font-family: Harrington;mso-bidi-font-family:Tahoma;color:red">Chaper five '''<span style="font-size:11.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size: 7.5pt;font-family:Harrington;mso-bidi-font-family:Tahoma;color:red"> '''

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<p style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><span style="font-size:11.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:7.5pt;font-family: Harrington;mso-bidi-font-family:Tahoma;color:red">(Out on April 15th-To commemorate The Titanic's anniersary) '''<span style="font-size:11.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:7.5pt;font-family: Harrington;mso-bidi-font-family:Tahoma;color:red"> '''

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