User blog comment:Bella's twin/Don't know who's team/@comment-30308751-20170707034917

when i read it at first, in the book Twilight i thought bella and edward were absoultly perfect together. edward was so hot to me and even him in the movie was hot. since, like basically everyone, twilight was spoiled for me and i knew that jacob was going to be a werewolf (not that he wasn't already tho) i looked forward to when he had a larger part in the series. then i read New Moon and saw the movie and became completely and utterly obsessed with Jacob Black. I never shipped two people harder in my entire life (except maybe Percy and Annabeth from Percy Jackson lol) and i neeeeeeeeeded Jacob to end up with bella. He was just soooooo hot in both book form and his character. then in the end i was literally so f*****king mad that bella became a vampire and had edward's baby whom jacob imprinted on. Like WHAT!? that sort of destroyed Jacob and Bella for me because i knew the only reason he liked bella was because of this unborn baby. but i still loved Jacob and i will forever be team Jacob as in i like Jacob so much more but i still ship Bella and Edward because the fate has been seeled. once she became a vampire there was no future for her and Jacob, especially after he imprinted on the baby. i acctually hate Renesmee so f****cking much like i don't know where the hate for her comes from but she just absolutely ruined Jacob for me as a love interest in the story. when I think about twilight, i imagine Breaking Dawn just didn't even happen. If bella hadn't became a vampire, and the saga ended at Eclipse, I would be team Jacob dating bella. But since it didn't, i have been basically forced into becoming team Edward even though i will forever love Jacob more. i actually thought of naming my child (when i have one lol) Jacob but then i realized it was weird to name your son after your crush. anyway, sorry for long entry and confused garbled speak!