User talk:TeamTaycobsessiveObnoxiousMoronicBlackNike'sGirl/@comment-3984470-20121118150746

Omfg I had this elaborate thing written but now it's gone since I accidentally clicked on something.

The kid's beautiful. I think I already got attached. :P Even Kelly said a kid between me and Taylor would be gorgeous. This just means that me and Taylor need to (*Jacob voice*) shackle up and procreate.

But I can't stop crying over Twilight, E. Everything hurts. And everything reminds me of it. Even when I'm not in my Twilight-dipped bedroom, everything I see reminds me of it. I feel numb, but everything hurts, and I'm crying an ocean. I want to make a change. I do. But Twilight was a huge part in helping me figure out myself, and it was also my safe haven. If I didn't have Twilight to save me, I would most likely be in worse condition, or maybe even dead. It's helped me through so much and I can't fucking move on. I don't know how. I'm not going to be alright. I don't know what to do.