User blog:Amberr.Blueeyes.Blake/Renesmee's story

-Chapter one-
What about us? ====It felt like I was having my heart ripped out, how could they make me leave him, Jacob? He was my whole life, and I his. We were inseperable, always together, I couldn't understand why she was doing this. Hadn't my mother, Bella, gone throught this years ago before I was born? My father left her for her own safety, after my Uncle Jasper had tried to kill her, and it completly crushed her, she's told me how the weight of it hurt to carry around. My Grampa Charlie had told me she had been catatonic in those first few weeks. How did they expect me to survive without Jacob? I would be worse than my mother had been, that I was sure of.====

===="Mother, you can not make me move to Alaska! I WILL NOT GO! My place is here with Jacob. Father, please don't make me choose, I hate this! Why can't we stay in forks? Give me an answer DAMN IT!" I screeched at my stunned Father, Edward. "Sweet-Ness, we have to move on, Grandfather Carlisle is out of work and depressed, Grandmother Esme is anxious about the Volturi making another apperance and Uncle Jasper and Aunt Alice are on edge all the time searching for any sudden changes in the future, this is no life for us sweetheart. It is decided that we will move to Alaska, that's final!" His stern voice made my retaliation catch in my throat. I glared at him with clentched teeth. I finally looked away and stormed off to my room, slamming the door in the process almost taking it off it's hindges.====

"Hello?" I asked
===="Nessie? It's me Jacob, meet me tonight in our place at 12:30 am. I'll explain everything then, I love you." Before I could respond the line went dead but the sound of Jacob's voice soothed some of the over whelming tears escaping my eyes. I gasped a jagged breath and wiped my eyes with my hands, feeling very disgruntled, I marched out of my room translating the Greek alphabet backwards so that my Father couldn't be alerted by my plan to go and see Jacob tonight.==== ===="I'm going to see Grandpa Charlie, I don't know what time I'll be home, I'll call if I need anything. Don't wait up" I called on my way to my car. I saw my Mother look longingly after me as I sped away towards my Grandpa's house.==== ====I arrived at Charlie's in five minutes flat thanks to the hand me down red m3 convertible my Aunt Rosalie had given me. I bounded up to his front door and grabbed the key from under the eave, unlocked the door and went into the front room where my Grandpa was, and now slept, with his new wife Sue. "Hello Grandpa Charlie! It's only Renesmee! Sue?! Are you here?" I called ahead of me.==== ===="In the living room dear! Come on in, Jacob's here too." Sue called back, my heart skipped a beat and for a moment I completely forgot I was faster than your adverage human, I stumbled in to the living room almost gasping for breath.==== ===="Hey honey, isn't it nice of Jacob to bring Billy to visit me? Although I'm not much use to anybody at the moment, this hip is playing up again! Oh, but listen to me, groaning old codger! Come and give your decrepid Grandpa a hug, I've missed you kid." His eyes crinkled at the edges when he smiled and it was a homey kind of sight, one that made you feel safe. "Yes Grandpa, it's very kind of Jacob, how are you feeling today, I mean apart from that hip, of course." I smiled widely at him and took a seat on the end of his bed to hug his torso gently and I could smell something so horrifyingly destinct that I froze.====

"What's the matter honey? I'm not that breakable." He chuckled to himself, then wheezed.
===="You've got cancer! WHY HAVEN'T YOU TOLD MOTHER?" I yelled suddenly furiously angry at him, why did he have to hide things from us? I relinquished my hold on him stood half a meter away from him then did something I hated to do, I called my Grandfather Carlisle.====

"Hello Renesmee, what can I do for you?"
===="Carlisle, bring mother to Charlie's and Father. He has something very important to tell them." I snapped my phone shut and glared at Charlie, his face a calm mask of serenity. He knew what was going to happen to him, he was going to die. "Dad, what's up? Carlisle said it was urgent..." She trailed off as she fully took in the room and my stance and expression====