Talk:Renesmee Cullen/@comment-123.126.50.120-20110807133240/@comment-3263574-20110811150124

You have a very interesting point. And I see what you mean. However, I, personally, don't see the point of disliking a person because of very low self-esteem. Most people are not Lady Gaga confident. I for one am totally not as self-assured as most people. I can totally see why Bella feels the way she does about her self. I cannot imagine being around the Cullens as much as Bella is. On the outside the are 100% perfect. Exraordinarily beautiful people. And Bella is not vain at all so she does not see her self properly. She feels she can't live up to them. And I can sometimes feel that way to. Being around really beauitful people can get a person down sometimes. Also, I can see why Bella sees vampires a "gods". They have every thing a human (or anyone) could want! There is ot a lot of things about being vampire that would suck (no pun). And I can see why you would think Bella is rude to her human pals. Most of them are not even nice to her! Mike and Angela are really the only ones who are nice to her. As Bella said at the end of Eclipse, "This wasn't a choice between you and Jacob. It was a choice between who I am and who I should be". A friend of mine said once that Bella was born to be a vampire. She went her whole life feeling different. Like she did not belong. And when she met Edward, she felt like she belonged. Like her life had a point.