User talk:TeamTaycobsessiveObnoxiousMoronicBlackNike'sGirl/@comment-3984470-20120722155954

Eh, I was made an admin on a wiki of hers again...? Like, I don't even like R&J.

Anyway, yeah, my Jella fanfics all suck (plot wise) because I like to work on my writing style especially with them, and I really just couldn't fuck them over. Like, I am so protective over Jella, and the fanfics of them that I tend to stumble upon are ones where: Jake is a thug; Jake is a rapist; Jake is an abusive douche; Jake and Bella die at the end; Edward comes in and saves Bella from Jake because he's a thug, rapist, and/or abusive douche; etc. I do not have the patience for anything bashing the perfection that is Jella, so I create perfection. In fact... maybe they're not perfect, but JUST because Jake's a person of color and JUST because he drives a motorcycle MUST mean that he's dangerous, or a douchebag, or an idiot, whatever. I mean, HELLO, I'm a person of color and I'm just fine. (I'm into motorcycles, too, but it doesn't make me a murderer.) So, I try to do Jella some justice in fanfiction. And that justice includes sex, because that should have happened in the original novels.

With Bedward on the otherhand, I'm not surprised you like the fic on them more, because that's my first theatrical fanfic like that. Well, it's my first in general, too. That's my first fanfic to have a thematic plot like that. However, I don't think it's too gritty because it's not that unattractive of a topic compared to others (like racism and icest, ew). Unattractive topics are just more appealing to people, I guess, which is why more people like the Bedward thing than the Jella things. (And honestly, it's much more fun to write the Bedward stuff because I can really let loose and just curse and be gritty and make it ugly, because a lot of the Bedward fanfics AREN'T gritty or ugly.) Bedward is ugly, therefore it should be written with ugly plots and language in fanfiction.

And yeah, that's it. I TAKE NO OFFENSE!! :D I do see what you mean. :)