User blog comment:Ninishe/Problems/@comment-66.138.59.115-20130510203718

I'm sorry about your problems. I'm guessing that you're pretty young. Trust me... you'll eventually begin to past a lot of what you said. Does it seem to carry the weight of the world right now.. Of course it does because it's important to you. Just be careful, so many people can be hateful because they don't get their exact way - and I don't want you to become like one of them. I wish I could say it gets better in time. Some of it will... and quite honestly it will also get worse. Women become so damn catty as they get older. I've worked with men (which is a pain in the @$$) and worked with women (bigger pain in the @$$). With men, you sorta know how do deal with them, because how they openly act. But with women??? The drama! I never knew it! You're still growing and forming into an individual.... try to become the best person you can be and then stake your ground.

Something else that will possibly help you... and a lot. Do you go to church anywhere? If you do then great... lean an talk to you trustworhy friends there. BUT if you don't... scout around and find you one.... only dangerous thing.... stay away from overzealous religious organizations.... they will try to brainwash you. I know when I visited some churhes they were all about trying to hurry up and get me to join... save my soul before it was too late.

Here are some churches I'd suggest: Catholic, Presbyterian, Episcopal, Methodist. Bapist can be good too as long as they'e not too pushy. Trust me... you'll want to take things nice nnd slow. Get involved in their trips and activities. You'll have a blast!

I hope I've helpd you if but little. You won't find a lof of soft shoulders on this site. I've seen people come here begging for help.... and it's ignored with silly quesions like... What team are you on? Does Jaocb have the biggest muscles? What would it be like to kiss a vampire? I sure wish my boyfriend was a vampre! Does anybody know how I can turn my boyfriend into a vampire?? Or where I can mee one? Team Culen!!! No! NO! Team Voltturi!

Although this is a fan site, many peope don't realize that some people are desperately lost and don't know where to turn to for help. Sadly, most of them don't actually care if you're not Bella, Edward, or Jacob.

Good luck my friend. : )