Talk:Bella Swan/@comment-24927180-20140913154506/@comment-7600752-20140920083544

I think that Carlisle at times went mad with thirst. I think he suffered horribly as a newborn. Because of his stamina, he refrained from drinking human blood... but at one point, Carlisle was so crazy with thirst, he would have killed anything and anybody. He just lucked out that a bunch of deer were close by and handy. Although Rosalie's never drank human blood... I'm sure she had her trials and tribulations as a newborn. But she had the help of the Cullen's to see her through. Again, I think her newborn years were rough because she didn't want to be a vampire to begin with. But she was strong to resist like she did as a newborn. Jasper shouldn't compare himself with the other Cullen's... or with Super-Bella, who's always breaking the rules anyway. Jasper was created a newborn for a specific purpose... and he wasn't raised to have the vegetarian values of the Cullen's. Jasper WANTS to resist temptation... it's just harder for him than with other members of his family. So... I guess he just wanted to see how weak Bella would be as a newborn, and was at first disappointed. At least Jasper feels a bit guilty for killing the humans he drank. Emmett killed many during his newborn years... and he doesn't waste his time worrying about it. However, Jasper wasn't with the Cullen's when Emmett was a newborn, so he didn't see this.