So today I saw Breaking Dawn - Part 2 in theaters for the second time, and I have to say I loved it even more than I did the first time. It was offbeat, but it was paced, but it wasn't paced, and it was kind of confusing, but I loved it. I really did. It's only my second favorite because New Moon is my utter heart and soul, but I didn't find BD-2 that bad at all.
Right now, though, I just feel... drained. And numb. I've invested so much of my time into the Twilight Saga? What am I supposed to do now? I can't get into another fandom. At least not this soon. Sigh.
But I am a changed Twihard. There's no need to be a bitch about anything anymore, and FINALLY I realize that I bitch a lot. Too much for my own good. I want to make a change now, with myself. Bitching isn't going to keep me together in this withdrawal period. Ever since the 15th, life has been a blur for me. It kinda sucks. Okay, no. Life really sucks right now. I don't know how to cope. But I know that bitching isn't going to solve the problem. Now I can just hope for the best. You feel me?